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Literature
Shine On...
Like a rose in bloom, you blossomed through the cracks in the sidewalk. Always telling yourself that you would never make it, never achieve the greatness everyone else saw but you were blind to. Each day the sun would play hide and seek in the clouds, feeding you hopes and dreams that you would never believe in. The rain would come and wash away the stench of the bad days and you expected to drown in the undercurrent of life. Down, down, always dragging yourself down, burrowing deeper in the depths of the earth even though your spirit rose, soaring above your expectations. You curled in on yourself, cocooning your fragile emotions from the world, too broken to even pretend everything was ok. Your mind was shattered by the false illusions, the optical nightmares you forged, beating away at your steel resolve to fail and yet you failed at failing. Falling, clinging desperately to time and space, hands full of empty air as you fall, plummeting to the ground below but you were already ther
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Soft Light by cruel-dreams Soft Light :iconcruel-dreams:cruel-dreams 0 7 Halloweeneye by cruel-dreams
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Halloweeneye :iconcruel-dreams:cruel-dreams 0 0
Happy Halloween! by cruel-dreams Happy Halloween! :iconcruel-dreams:cruel-dreams 0 0 Trick or Treat!! by cruel-dreams Trick or Treat!! :iconcruel-dreams:cruel-dreams 0 0 Vincent Colored by cruel-dreams Vincent Colored :iconcruel-dreams:cruel-dreams 0 0 Pink Line Art Painted by cruel-dreams Pink Line Art Painted :iconcruel-dreams:cruel-dreams 1 0 Ry and Songo Colored by cruel-dreams Ry and Songo Colored :iconcruel-dreams:cruel-dreams 1 0 Pigtailed Girl Painted by cruel-dreams Pigtailed Girl Painted :iconcruel-dreams:cruel-dreams 3 0 Silence by cruel-dreams Silence :iconcruel-dreams:cruel-dreams 4 3 Always In My Heart by cruel-dreams Always In My Heart :iconcruel-dreams:cruel-dreams 1 0 Nakiami Colored by cruel-dreams Nakiami Colored :iconcruel-dreams:cruel-dreams 3 0 Gwendy Colored by cruel-dreams Gwendy Colored :iconcruel-dreams:cruel-dreams 2 1 Lizzie Colored by cruel-dreams Lizzie Colored :iconcruel-dreams:cruel-dreams 5 6

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Literature
No More Pretending
"Look on the brightside..."
What if there is no brightside?...
I'm tired of pretending...
Smiling to make you happy.
Stop with the questions,
We know you don't care about me.
Why do you care if I'm happy?
How does my view on life affect you?
Laughing on cue...
Smiling politely...
All for you...
Because you dont like the real me.
I guess its too bad now...
I don't like this game anymore...
I'll take a bow,...
I fooled them all.
Don't panic, don't fret...
"Everything will be okay..."
This is as easy as it gets...
I no longer have to fake it.
Go on, leave, towards the open door you go,....
It was your choice to stay in the first place...
It's not like I didn't already know...
I guess I fooled myself as well as the rest of you.
Now it's all clear to me...
I'm back living my way...
Being who I want to be...
You can't always have your way.
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Literature
The Elegance of Writing
The grace of a word,
Simple and to the point,
Yet expressed in so many ways...
So many to choose from.
The beauty of a sentence,
Short and sweet...
Interpreted differently to each individual...
Countless ways to put one together.
The charm of a paragraph,...
A detailed concept,
Grasped by every individual uniquely...
Endless ideas to form one about.
The power of a story...
Long or short,
Each with its own lesson to be learned...
Unimaginable amounts just waiting to be written.
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Our Baby Girl
For those of you who still watch my page, sorry I haven't gotten around to posting. Been very busy. This is Sinea, our baby girl. She just turned 1.
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  • Listening to: the thoughts in my head
  • Reading: my computer screen
  • Watching: watching my guys play video games
  • Playing: on my computer
  • Eating: peppermints
  • Drinking: sprite
So yeah, I know it has been a while since I signed on here and posted anything new....don't know if anyone even watches my account anymore. I hope to get back to doing art again soon though. I miss you guys. That being said, I have an announcement. As most of you know, :iconxeedflarian: and I got married last year. We've been together since 2008. Well we found out in July that we are going to have a baby...:faint: So we are due for our little one in March. Funny thing is as a lot of you know I have a son, Tyler that is 18 years old. His bday is March 4th and this baby's due date is March 5th. So we are going to  have our hands full. We are all very excited and going to be a bit busy for a while. Hope all of you are doing well and I'm sorry if I have not responded to any messages or replies or comments that you have left. I miss you all and please leave me a message and let me know how you all are doing. Hugs to you all. 

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Current Residence: Alabama
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Favourite genre of music: I do not stick to genres.....I just listen to what I like....
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Favourite style of art: anything that gets my mind going...the works that people do because they are driven to do them
Operating System: my mind....I think....(?)
MP3 player of choice: I have a cd player...I'm old skool....lol
Shell of choice: Bowser's...hehe
Wallpaper of choice: black and bloody
Skin of choice: yours....mwah hahahahahahahah
Favourite cartoon character: marvin the martian
Personal Quote: Who lit the fuse on your tampon?!?
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Jasperinity Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2016
Happy birthday! :D
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birthdays Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2016
:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's January 6th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

:cake: Happy Birthday Godliek :D by elicoronel16  Lily Wishing a Happy Birthday by spring-sky  Happy Birthday, whitemajic by AitamiIkimo   Birthday Dummy by bdaydummyplz

:iconchampagneplz: Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team :love: :iconchampagneplz:

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Lintu47 Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
Happy early Birthday! :happy birthday: by iDJPanda
:iconflyingheartsplz: birthday cake by Chibivillecute :iconflyingheartsplz:
Have a wonderful day! Best wishes,
Cristina. :happybounce:
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Jasperinity Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2015
Happy birthday! :D
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PawPatrol156 Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
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birthdays Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2015
:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's January 6th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team :love:

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Kittenergy Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Happy birthday!  :heart:
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Jasperinity Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2014
Happy birthday! :D
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AnimeNo1Fan Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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birthdays Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2014
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:woohoo: :iconcakelickplz: :iconballoonsplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconballoonsplz2: :iconcakelickplz:  :woohoo: 

It's January 6th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year! 

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Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team :love:

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ProbableCauses1 Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for the watch :glomp: I really appreciate it
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Blackittyrose004 Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
:hug: miss you sis!
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HetemSenar Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2013   General Artist
Happy Birthday! Hope you had a good one~ :heart:
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cruel-dreams Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
That is adorable!!! Thank you darling! :heart:
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N30NF4G Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2013
(please ignore that last comment......)
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cruel-dreams Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Lol no worries...it's perfectly fine
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N30NF4G Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2013
Anyway, I was going to wish you a happy birthday!
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N30NF4G Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2013
YEAH! WE'RE ONLY 14! *snickers*

Lady: *throws the branch at us*

DUCK!
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miss-jessi Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
:heart: Happy Birthday, baby doll! xoxo! :heart:
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cruel-dreams Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you my beautiful angel!!! :heart: love you!!!!
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MistRaven Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
:icondance-4u:Happy Birthday Hun :icondance-4u:
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cruel-dreams Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks darling! ! That is a beautiful message. I appreciate it!! ^__^
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MistRaven Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
aw welcome glad u liked it :hug:
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Lintu47 Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Happy Bday! :party:
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cruel-dreams Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you!! ^__^
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